A prayer to propel us forward

Our heavenly Father, the one true God, we know that you are all powerful and we ask you now to guide us and help in this earthly battle with the enemy.

We have spent too long wallowing in the perceived delights of the flesh; and taken for granted the beauty and wonder of Your creations and gifts. Our desire and focus are now on restoring,  for all of humanity and your creatures, the world You created for us.

We know that we are Your precious children and not the depraved creatures that false teachers would have us believe; and that we are the pinnacle of Your creations; and You are our greatest supporter.

We know that we are all equal in your eyes and that no other of your creations has sovereignty over us; and that through our God-given will we also create and design our existence. We know that what we have created we are the ones to un-create it and we ask that you support and assist us through that process to enable us to achieve the very best results possible.

Never again will we allow ourselves to fall so far as to deny your mightiness, and believe that we cannot depend on your guidance and strength to comfort us and unconditionally love us in our hours of need while we allow, learn and grow in the most enveloping warmth and kindness that we cannot imagine through our current injuries and beliefs.

We allow the holy spirit to bring to us Your Love as we learn to accept that we are worthy of it and work to maintain an open relationship with You, our Father in heaven who is also our heavenly Mother, as the situation requires.

We open ourselves up to the inpouring of strength and guidance and vow to assist others in their struggles through the sharing of our devotional endeavours and desires.

And we ask you Father that you take our sins away and make us clean again so we are worthy to live in a world such as the world that You had created for us.

This we pray in Jesus’s name with all of our spirit; and thank you earnestly as we continue to  grow in Your Love.

Truly we ask of you.


This is not the end

It should be noted that this Earthly existence is not the be all to end all. Sure, we should definitely enJOY it while we’re here, but is that what we’re doing,  do you think?

Where are we heading? To a place of release or a place of torture. It is our choice, believe it or not.  We are creating our reality and we will continue to do so long after we leave this form.

We’re really not going to miss our hefty mortgages and car payments;  our tireless tedious jobs; long commutes and associated costs … to our pockets and the environment; disagreements with friends, family and others over, mostly, material things and our long held unbendable beliefs; seemingly endless rules and regulations designed to control us … because we can’t be rational, right? And we won’t miss a long list of physical complaints and conditions … dis-eases in the body; or endless addictions to sooth our souls … not mend, mind. Just sooth.

Even our few simple pleasures of having a coffee or catching a movie with others has been stripped away.

We fear each other.

So what’s the point? To please the ‘appointed ones’? … yes, they were appointed… by us, for us. So we’ve only got ourselves to blame. Not each other. Ourselves.

We are the ones who can make a difference.

We have endured a lot. But we can. We are super-humans, super-natural, super-special. We have it within us to thrive.

It’s the supernatural that will get us through this ‘season’. Aided by our pure intention for the world to be more loving, inclusive and productive. If you do this with God it is exponentially more effective.

It’s our choice how we use our God-given will that creates our future. There will be a future in one form or another… let’s just pray it’s not the other!


Life’s an experience
I’m sure that you know
But how do we continue to grow?

By living a life.
So live it right now
Not tomorrow or Wednesday
Right now, that is how

How to be free from the concerns that we show?
They really really really must go!

They ground us and hold us
From greater pursuits
They even can have us all dressed up in suits!

Suits to suit others
Not ours at all
When will we ever remember the call
The call to our greatness
That’s really all

This time like no-other
Can help you relate
To having a go at the things that can’t date
Like laughing and crying
And smiling, too
These are worthwhile things to pursue

Take a look at a child
And then you will know
This is the very thing we should sow

Sow in some fun
Some happiness and love
Mix it all in
And don’t use a glove!

A message to family

Hi all. I just wanted to check in and see how you’re all doing.

The folks are struggling, I know, and I hope that they can hold in there until there is a shift.

A shift always comes so we’ve just got to realise it and act accordingly.

Unfortunately, the older we get the more we get set in our ways. In our human ways. Instead, I’d like to encourage you to feel into your devine self that’s just there waiting for us to desire and project for all the world to see and experience; activating all the gifts bestowed on us at our creation. We’ve just got to know it.

It’s becoming well known, even scientifically, that where we put our attention is created and, of late, our attention had been hijacked majorly to things we don’t desire, or so we say. The fact that we are experiencing them says something else.

As usual I’ve rambled on. I just want to send my love and let you know that I see your amazingness and know with all my being that all can and will be transcended in the end… even though there is no end.

I’m not going to put a heart emoji here, that’s what is expected. Having expectations… and addictions are two of the most harmful things we can do. Zero expectations allows for greater things to come our way, much more than we can possibly imagine. Expectations creates limitations and interrupts the magic at play. And addictions, of any kind, takes us away from the steady steam of consciounessness on offer and into a numbed out state, unable to truly access our greatness.

Whoops, there I go again!

Just one more thing….


In the shadows of my life
I see wisdom shining through
Hidden deep inside me
Just like there is in you

This wisdom can remind me
Of all the things that I am
All the things that excite me
All the things that I can

I can decide my future
I can love and appreciate
I can deeply and completely
Enjoy everything that’s great

Like breathing and relaxing
In my comfy bed at night
Like revelling in my playground
The streets paved with life
Like having love surround me
My friends and family
Like everything I ask for
Coming surely as can be

I work and I worry
I wonder and I think
I exercise my free will
And sometimes I forget to blink

Blinking for a moment
Is what brings me clarity
Making everything So clear
It seems like charity

In the shadow of my life
Lurks the answers that are best
If I listen and be still
I’ll get the blueprint to my quest

Lighting a candle for all mothers

On the day marked out by humanity as mother’s day, I will be lighting candles for all of the mothers past and present; acknowledging their existence – their troubles, their joys, their successes, their achievements, and their failures; their desires and longings.

I will pray, that in whatever state of being they are in at this particular time, that they can love the fact that they have had the opportunity to experience all that life brings and are desirous to continue to grow in their love and knowledge, and thereby create for each and every one of us – being ancestors or simply other beings, the steadily growing awareness of all there is available for us.

There has been for some time, on this planet, an un-desirous flow of energy existing from many feminine energies – injuries and resentments towards the male due to traumas experienced just from being in the feminine form. I pray and request that this ‘sin’ – in God’s eyes – be acknowledged and released from all of us with the intention of moving forward towards the world that we wish to see created for, not only us but, all of the future souls being incarnated, and birthed by mothers, who will hopefully have the opportunity to spend time on this planet.

We are here to learn and experience; heal our injuries – including those inherited from our ancestors and others of influence in our … I want to say experience, but I’ll say, lives; ready ourselves for what is to come, yet unknown, with the greatest gift that has ever been given, love.

The giving and receiving of love of ourselves, love of others, love of our planet and universe, and also the love of our true parent, God.

Join me, with this intention, as I strike a match and light up my chocolate cake with many candles and celebrate this moment now, past moments and every moment going forward for all mothers who have experienced the joys and the challenges that this role brings.

Margaret, Rachel, Elizabeth, Betty, Debra, Toni, Wendy, Gail, Christelle, Belinda, Emily, Mary, Diane, Kelly, Joanne, Rose, Barbara, Deborah, Melanie, Glenys, Cheryl, Raeleigh, Jessica, Jill, Penny, Lesley, Elsie, Kimberley, Sam, Shirley, Shelley, Susan, Anne, Sharon, Beryl, Judy, Joyce, Nola, Valerie, Lydia, Patricia, Dorice, Alma, Debbie, Rosemary, Tammy, Cassie, Alexis, Lacey, Elsie, Louise, Julie, Dianne, Patricia, Grace May, Beatrice, Thelma, Leah, Irene, Marlene, Vicki, Julie, Carley, Estelle, Gay, Veronica … to name just a few


Blessed are the mothers whose wombs can create
a sanctuary so special that life is their fate.
This life is amazing as nothing else is
Why have You been chosen from “all that there is”?

The choices made are not light or not glib
These children have chosen the path where they live
And know that their fate is assured in your heart
No matter what happens they will never part

Not part from the blessing that caused them to be
Not part from the spirit that wants to be free
Not part from the love that is felt deep inside
Not part from the parts that can make them hide

The pains an illusion which surely they feel
All the love that surrounds them that will help them to heal
A mother can never exist all alone
While her child is out questing for that thing of their own

Sit quietly, quietly….steady and sure
That all of your hopes and desires are pure
They radiate distances so far and so wide
Which reminds me to tell you that we are all on your side

Our universe exists as a playground for all
We must remember that even if we should fall
There is in our lives a chorus of love
Singing our praises…. and to give us a shove

Remind us all swiftly the part that we play
Can be minor or major but remains to this day
A reflection of just how far we have come
In the resounding orchestration of one

We are one with our children
As we are one with the earth.
The earth that supports us if we can just be
Be happy and centered……just like a tree!

Stand proud and don’t waver
As it’s all in our favour
Hold true and be steady for times that seem tough
And know you are surely enough

Enough for the children
To feel nurture and love
Enough for the universe so high up above
Enough to be ready to feel and delight
Every second of grandeur with all of our might

Mothers are special
And this you should know
As a child of another who has helped you to grow

You’re playing the part of a lifetime right now
And You are writing the script as to how
The production is worth it
So stay with the show
We are all here with you as we watch it all grow!

A Spirit Released

Onward and upward
N’er to look back
A spirit released
Feels none of our lack

So often we pine
And lament of our loss
Yet there’s something so special
For them when they cross

They see us and feel us
Yet continue to rise
For now in their journey
It’s their time to be wise

It’s not over for us
We will carry on so
When our turn arrives
And we have to go
We’ll see them again
And God willing we pray
That the teacher will greet us
On that fateful day

And then we will thank them
For being the one
Who valiantly followed the path that is true
And now shines more brightly
Than even the Sun can do

Humanity and the AI movement

This is a transcript from a recording from Gigi Young on her Youtube channel where she discusses, among other things, spiritual development. In this video she answers a viewers question in relation to AI.

”The more that we discuss it, and the more that we’re aware – not even, necessarily, finding a solution; not even looking at this, and researching it, and meditating on it to find a solution; not even at that level. Not even going in with a purpose to do anything, but to understand it; but to get a grasp on it that, in itself, completely de-potentiates the energy available for it in the collective.” Gigi Young


This question stood out to me because as you may have noticed, I have been speaking out very openly about my concerns about transhumanism and AI. I think that we do need to address it. And by ‘we’ I mean the spiritual community.

What I’ve realised is that the spiritual community does need to come together and start discussing AI in terms of humanism because it’s the only … it’s the perspective that will truly, truly work … the arguments that really do work … the perspective that actually do balance it. Because the negative aspects of artificial intelligence and transhumanism – the unmitigated development of it, is happening because of lack of spirit. It’s happening because people are robotic.

When we lose connection with our heart, and our emotional body and our spirit, we become basically robots. Where we’re ruled by our mind and there is no compassion; there is no empathy, and so for all intents and purposes, you become robotic.

You may not think that you are, but compared to people who have these centers open, you are. And so, the spiritual community and the spiritual perspective is the most important perspective when it comes to addressing AI because the negative portion of technology, at this point, is this transhumanism agenda exists because of the lack of spirituality.

So that’s why I’ve really taken it on – and I really want to discuss it even though it’s really disturbing. And part of it is disturbing because a lot of the spiritual community make it their absolute joy and passion to develop spiritually – to develop their heart; and to get to know the sensations of higher worlds – higher chakras. And so, when you are developing that, I know that you are incredibly psychic and I know that you’re doing incredible work, and it doesn’t seem like it, but I can tell that you’re growing every year and I remember you.

What happens when you’re on that path of growth and you come across somebody who is not on that path to the point that they’ve really degenerated, is that you’re immediately off-put. You become, in many ways, repelled. And you don’t want to talk about it, you don’t want to address it, you don’t want to go in there because it’s, kind of like, it represents your shadow – what we’ve had to work through, I think.

And so, you can sense, when you work on yourself, you can sense in someone else whether or not they’ve cleared out a part that you have; or that you haven’t. I think a lot of people in the spiritual scene are immediately repelled by this particular movement and that dynamic is really dangerous because the AI scene have an aspect, a very elite aspect, that is deeply deeply deeply associated with the occult.

We are multi-dimensional beings. It doesn’t matter if you acknowledge that; or you don’t acknowledge it. It is silly and superstitious to believe that just because you say: I don’t have a soul; and I don’t believe in a soul; and all that’s crap, to think that, just because you say that, that that doesn’t exist. That’s like saying that the sun isn’t going to come out tomorrow.

You are a spiritual being, you have a soul, whether you want to realise it or not. What spiritual work does is it does not create a soul, it allows you to understand how it functions; to recognise it’s nuances; understand the higher aspects of this world and what you are. In other words, you can be a dark person who has lost all contact with their heart – with their sense of compassion and empathy, and you are still spiritually connecting. You can still call in and summon beings. Even if you don’t believe that it’s possible to do something like that; even if you tell yourself a lie, what you think it is, it doesn’t change the dynamics of metaphysics.

We definitely are divine beings but there are aspects; there are mechanics that we don’t change. We align with them. Just because people don’t believe in something doesn’t mean they’re not affected by it. And so, there are people who do occult things and are not actually coming from the place of the heart.

And, when that happens in society, it’s the role of the light mystics; the mystics that are aligned to come in and say: okay, we need to talk about this. Can’t be opening these portholes. There’s a lot of negativity in the world; a lot of desperate people; a lot of division – a lot of that is because black magic, and dark occult stuff that goes unchecked. And large portions of the spiritual community that are incredibly powerful, they’re incredibly powerful healers, they believe in non-action, and that nothing should be addressed. They know a lot about spirituality intellectually, but when it comes to actually practicing it to the point that they bring it into the world to create change, it’s not there.

It’s kind of intellectual and it’s all about avoiding shadow and spiritual by-passing.

It’s our job, if you want to take on the mantle of mystics, to make sure that those who are behind us – generations who are behind us in development, can develop properly. So, we have to have difficult conversations; and we have to claim the psychic space of the planet and keep it uplifting. We are not islands – we need to claim the collective consciousness and align it with heart and with light and with love.

In the spiritual community we can very much be islands and meanwhile there are people who gather and do bad things. And, in a way, that trumps our energy because they’re at least getting together in a precise way and we’re kind of scattered.

So that’s one of the reasons I wanted to discuss this so much is that I believe that if you are mystic; if you are psychic; if you are a healer, we need to come together and lead. The light needs to lead. We can’t have dark portholes being opened; we can’t have negative entities being called in and attacking and causing negative things on this planet.

No. N O. No. This is our job to caretake this. If you are in that consciousness, you know how, we need to do that.

And so that’s why I’m raising awareness.

Your question about how to avoid the pitfalls, there are different levels of that. And I feel that we’re at the level where we’re at the point of education. I think that there’s a lot of action that can be taken and that will be taken in regard to this. But, where we are right now, is at a point of educating ourselves.

This means understanding more about transhumanism; and where it is. Understanding things like CERN and particle acceleration. When you start looking into CERN, you start seeing this entity, basically, that cannot be prosecuted. You can’t file a lawsuit against it – people have tried; scientists have tried. It affects, I believe, our ionosphere. So, it affects the planet. It uses an incredible amount of energy and we have no ability to have any recourse or ask any questions. We’re completely left in the dark; and it’s completely disrespectful to humanity to have something that powerful and that spiritually dangerous that we have no recourse with; that we have no ability to be part of it.

It’s completely disrespectful and it’s dark. We need to understand that.

People will say that CERN doesn’t have anything to do with spirituality and other dimensions and I beg to differ. Beyond that, what’s very strange is that, CERN is very clearly a cult. So, CERN has a statue of Shiba. Why? For a company that is just a scientific company, why have that there? CERN also had a psychic artist live there in residency and they created a taro deck called Hexane, I believe, 2.0., that talks about transhumanism and kind of dark events through time; secret societies. It’s very creepy why that deck would be created, and it hints to a very deep occult underpinning that CERN has.

And when I talk about occult level of things; the spiritual esoteric level of things, I want to be very clear. I am talking about our collective consciousness. This is not a nebulous phrase. I’m not talking about something in theory. When people do esoteric work; when people use the occult, they are tapping into our collective consciousness. We are one. There are levels of our consciousness that we share, and that is the level being affected. This is something we need to learn in society. So, we can’t have these technologies running rampantly.

CERN also had a “mock” sacrifice. So, in the front of Shiba the destroyer statue there was a group that did a sacrifice ritual – mock sacrifice, where a woman pretended to be killed. I don’t find that funny. And given what CERN is doing, and the interest in rituals and the occult that we know it already has, I actually find it more an ‘in sight’ ritual technique where there is a technique in the occult – as many of you know with my series ‘In Plain Sight’ – where you actually create cognitive dissonance on purpose. You say that you’re one thing and then you behave in a different way. And the cognitive dissonance in the public is used against them.

When we have that experience of cognitive dissonance, we are really experiencing a choice. We’re sort of having to choose one truth or the other. And humanity is so overwhelmed at this point that they’ll often choose not to look at the dark stuff. And this is how these things continue. We experience this cognitive dissonance where somebody or someone or some group tells us what they are, and then they say or do something contradicting and we choose to not see it. That is, in my opinion, what is really going on.

There’s also the Carter Tunnel incident that many people associate with CERN, just location-wise; there’s all these things going on and we’re not getting it. And beyond that there are many AI pioneers – I just did a video last month or so on Jordy Rose of DWave, and Kindred AI, which is also associated with CERN, and he has a very concerning outlook. So, there’s also very human level that we need to address too which is the lack of compassion; the lack of empathy; and, a lot of times, the arrogance that exists in that community.

I also want to be very clear, I’m not an expert in AI, I don’t plan on being it. I’m not really speaking from that. Right? I’m really just a concerned human being that knows that this needs to be discussed, and that’s really where I want to get into your question here which is “How do we avoid the pitfalls of AI?”.

We’re at a place of education. It’s not news that we all should be doing our best to properly educate ourselves about where we are; about transhumanism; about some of the things I just mentioned – understanding that the occult is deeply connected to a lot of these companies, these businesses that are making these things, these AI’s. We need to educate ourselves. And why this is so important is what I just mentioned earlier. When somebody says that an esoteric ritual is being done it’s really easy to not conceptualise what energy is being exchanged. Because we can’t really see it. But when we start to understand that when occult rituals are done on this planet, it is our energy that is being harvested and manipulated in certain ways.

So, when some elite groups do dark rituals … and it does not help that they can now be amplified through machines, to this almost Godly power, that does not help at all. It’s one thing if you’ve got, you know, a couple of people in a black cloak conjuring something in a basement. It’s another thing if they’re using particle acceleration and advanced technology – that’s another thing. We look around and we say: I don’t like how this world is going; I don’t like how divided we are; I don’t like how things are going. Yeah! So, let’s actually address the root. Consciousness. That’s what we need to do. We need to start looking in the right direction.

There’s a reason why these topics don’t come up, ever; we get distracted in politics and all this kind of stuff, is because this is where we should be looking. Consciousness is the most important commodity on the planet. Not water; not money; not oil; not gold, consciousness. Because without it you die. Energy – that’s the most important thing; and that’s what we need to get our head around. Especially to off-world beings and to people who their very energetic system requires other people’s energy to live. We need to start understanding this dynamic, now.

So what we need to do is understand that when somebody uses a ritual it’s not tapping into energy that’s nothing to do with us; and energy that’s out there – a consciousness that’s out there; some cosmic place that doesn’t interact with our world. No. When we incarnate onto this planet as material human beings we incarnate into a collective consciousness.

We have our individual consciousness, we have our collective consciousness, and as we move up in densities, we have more collective consciousnesses that we’re part of. And we function as a unit. And so, when people do these rituals and things, they affect us. Some people wake up in the morning and like: why am I so exhausted?; why do I feel like a bag of garbage?. You know, you’re driving and you’re like: why is everybody so on edge? Why? Some of that has to do with electronic technology and stuff but there’s a deep occult aspect of this along with this that we need to understand that all those technologies can’t even function in when we get it.

So, we have to start seeing ourselves as a human community here. As sharing a collective consciousness. And we could say, very accurately, that part of our purpose here is to not only develop individually but to … as we’re developing individually, to offer ourselves to the collective in a positive way. And through that forge a better world. And part of forging that better world is taking responsibility for that collective that we are part of.

The best way to do that is to educate ourselves in what is going on. And this can be very challenging. It’s not necessarily pleasant to see how far advanced technology is; and some of the transhumanism agendas that exist. But we have to face it.

The good thing is that the more educated we are, the more powerful we are. Because dark rituals and dark magic is a low magic. What that means is that it actually depends on people being ignorant. So, it requires as a mandate that people give up their consciousness; that they do not see the world as part of a collective consciousness, or a community.

It requires that we forget that we’re all interconnected; it requires that we forget that we are part of an etheric force – that we exist as individuals but also as a collective together. So that’s why we have the one hundred monkey effect; that’s why we can affect one another by being in the same energy, the same presence. All these incredible miraculous things we can do because we’re interconnected.

But the dark arts, they require us to forget that, and to not acknowledge that; and to believe that we’re alone. And so that education … studying this and understanding this; understanding AI and transhumanism.

And I highly recommend Rudolph Steiner’s work on Ahriman. And I will be providing on my channel more and more of this discussion. But the more that we discuss it, and the more that we’re aware – not even necessarily finding a solution; not even looking at this and researching this and meditating on it to find a solution, not even at that level. Not even going in with a purpose to do anything but understand it. But to get a grasp of it. That, in itself, completely de-potentiates the energy available for them in the collective.

That’s why there’s been so much energy put into things – like, propaganda, you know. Making people think that the soul doesn’t exist and things like that. It’s because humanity has to be in a certain state for certain agendas to work. That state is not acknowledging our collective consciousness. Not just the soul, but that level of the soul where we are interconnected.

It’s like in Atlantis – when we fell from Atlantis. There are certain people that are kind of re-incarnating again now because that collective consciousness is so important.

So basically, through educating ourselves and researching it we de-potentiate it. It’s not even like going into these places and yanking people out and doing anything aggressive. So much is done because of the nature of this. So much is done by educating ourselves. Once we can become educated in the spiritual community about what’s going on, then people who are leaders in the field; that are for positive technological advancement; that honour society – doesn’t try to exploit it or destroy it, those leaders can then rise.

This is the interesting thing about society and how it’s constructed, is that, no matter where we are; no matter how much chaos we find ourselves spinning in, there’s all these leaders waiting in the wings to take on the mantle and lead – politically, financially, spiritually, socially. Except the true leader’s moral, and they will not force themselves on society; they will not force themselves on you. They will wait until we get to a certain level within ourselves; where we are educated and we have certain consciousness, and then they’ll come in. So, we have to do the work first and then people who have the correct vision for society can come in and lead us.

We don’t need to have all the answers; we don’t have to have all the solutions. We just have to talk about it. And we just have to be willing to do that hard research and discussion. We don’t have to have all of the answers about how to address transhumanism today or tomorrow. We just have to be learning about it. Because there are people with very specific talents; very specific perspectives and power that are waiting right now to lead. To recover certain things that we lost. To have public discussions on our behalf. There are people that who are overqualified for this. But we have to get to the point where we can actually see that it’s necessary.

We have to create that vacuum in society where we allow them to do that. There are great leaders on this planet right now! And we have to allow them to arise by doing the difficult work; of facing our shadow; and educating ourselves so that they can do so. And, maybe, one of those if you.

It’s about coming together; facing the shadow; and understanding the occult element in the world – the spiritual esoteric elements in the world that are darker. And acknowledging that there are people in the world that are ready to lead.

And media, and journalism, and spirituality, and finances to recover and build a better financial system to create better farming; to create better agriculture – there are people who know exactly what to do and how to do it. But until we start looking at the shadow, and addressing the fact that there are certain issues, they can’t rise into that position.

So, I hope this makes sense to you. As always, all my love your way. And thank you so much for tuning in.

Gigi Young

I’ll talk to ya one day soon :)

Hi everyone. Kurt is our leader in mental illness at this time – going through the system offered to us. We can all assist him by looking at our own emotional issues – bringing them forward and acknowledging them; and desiring healing – change the attractions around us all.

I ask you to see his greatness and have appreciation for his courage; and not focus on any desperation in his situation. Where we put our attention we manifest –  when we get lost in it. Think back and you will see the truth in that.

It’s more than positive affirmations – that’s a band aid. I’m talking of the healing of allowing, acknowledging and releasing – requires repentance and forgiving. Repentance for things we have done from our injuries and forgiving those that have contributed to those injuries. Some of the repentance would be considered unloving to the human brain but is often the pushing against of situations that remind you of the childhood you; and not allowing them to be present in your family’s lives. It’s still there, you’ve just decided to push against – it pushes back and projects out – like the carrier of a virus – until you finally decide to do the work.

Anyway, I’ve said more than I wished to already. I just wanted to address the situation and reach out for the help we all need at this time…. and yet there’s more!


Forgive from your heart
Let It heal your life
Nothing can hold you
Like a fair bit of strife

The hardest to get through
Are the things that we do
Known only by us
Yet they can still puss

They fester and grow
And live on all the while
With each new day.
It gets harder to smile

Your greatness is here now
Lets show them all how
When love is involved
Much can be solved

The love that you are
Lays buried deep inside
Just waiting for the hate to subside

Loved ones cannot help you
Only you can mend
All the hurt and despair that you still defend

Your spirit is calling
For you to be free
Forgiveness is golden
And I’m sure you’ll agree
There is nothing nicer
That you’d like to be

So forgive and move on now
And then you will see
All the good things that life brings
Known to more than just me


‘Listen’ – from the Mental Health Service booklet to family and carers

Love, cuppa and Lentil Pie

Darling, I thank you for your continued tutelage as you give me the opportunity to grow in my spirit through conversation and experimentation with thoughts, values and my responses, energetically, to those. We shared a lot of that yesterday afternoon in one of our favourite spots.

When we began I was trepidatious – not wanting to enter the arena of perceived judgement and vulnerability. We’ve been there way too many times and I had decided that I was out – I needed to find a new direction where I could grow my ideas and values without offending loved ones or disappointing myself with the suppression of my spirit; and to allow continued, barely disguised, facades to stay in place – enabling our unit to continue without real challenge and thereby without growth.

I have to say that I am a pleaser; an organiser; someone who values family above all other – or I was. I will now be the pleased; I will organise according to God’s Laws; and family now are those who choose to be in alignment with those values. I am prepared to let-go my stranglehold on all that I once found sacred.

To be honestly honest, a lot of my continued involvement came from a place of not getting it right – not leading and loving the way I know, in my heart of hearts, it should have been. I’m still not there, but I can’t get there from a stuck place and surrounding myself with the same deterrents that I have always allowed to invade my unconscious self. Soothing and attempting to control my fate.

It’s all in God’s hands and the more I interfere, the longer it will take. It’s not making me happy and the evidence that it is not serving the purpose I have been working towards is obvious.

Our conversation took us to many places and I have realised that I am prepared to let go of a lot of my opinions – especially as they pertain to others, which, in the end, do not mean a lot for my life – they’re just opinions and opinions change.

I am more interested in working towards developing my resonance with knowledge – tapping into the steady flow of consciousness generously provided by God to all of his children. The conversations can happen still, but, in so much as, they will be learning tools to indicate to me areas that I need to work on for the benefit of my soul and how it reflects on all other things in God’s Universe.

I don’t believe that this information will please you greatly, and I will be, no doubt, thought of as someone going through a crisis – and you would be right. A crisis of the soul. I know that this determination will ultimately lead to much better results than the previous, not working at all, one did.

I look forward to sharing one of those Lentil Curry Pies with you very soon.

All my love. Mum.

Let God In

In the darkest of our hours
In the ever changing light
Let God’s Love embrace you
Let His guidance be your sight

Among all the struggling souls
On this world and the next
Let God’s Grace restore you
From all things hexed

There is within our being
A light that shines forlorn
Waiting for the wisdom within us
To be nurtured and reborn

In every ounce of trouble
There’s a clue to who we are
Leading onto greatness
That’s so near and yet so far

I invite the ever present
I invite the yet unclear
I invite the many masters
To stay close and to be near

Let’s kick this evolution
That we all can feel is naught
Not conducive to the outcome
For which we have been taught

It’s just a fleeting moment
It’s coming to that place
Where we can all delight
In all things that we face

Face off bad emotions
Kick them firmly out the door
Don’t let them keep us bounded
To things we want no more

Let us prepare the welcome;
Realise our sin;
Put a smile upon our dial;
And Let God In!


Some yummy goodness

A new favourite from Food Impromptu


Families converge
Yards get a serge
Driving and walking
Talking, consorting

Life seems simpler

Delight in this time
Be good and relate
With acceptance and love
All the things that are great

Today is the only day of your life
No before
or after
can deter your laughter

Seek only to know now
What happiness is
For life on a Sunday
Is really a fun-day!