God give me strength

I am writing today, God, weary of trying to understand how the needs of a grown adult are more important than basic care and emotional nurturing of, not only a small child, but also a child with disabilities can be allowed to flourish in my experience. The adult can make decisions on how they choose to live, think and grow while the child is totally at the mercy of the person who is afforded the privilege of assisting them to be the perfect human being that You intended them to be.

There is no-one so damaged that they cannot reach out to you, God, ask for Your assistance and allow for the inflow of pure love and upliftment that will be shared. Of course, we think that this magically takes away all the pain and errors that life has presented to us. The magic is in the experiencing; the magic is in the unfolding; the magic is in the coming to light of all things possible.

But this is a choice afforded to the older wiser beings, not the young. The young must be nurtured and taught to foster their desires and love; they must be led in a way that enables them to express and experience for themselves the organic delights of this world and make their own magic happen.

The ‘responsible’ adult must therefore have the desire to be that person for them. That person who will make sure that their own emotional state is such that they can support them fully in their desires; loving them in such a way that the only influence that will be exerted will be that of assurance in the fact that they are not required to do anything at this time except be delighted and adored; and trust that God’s Laws are here to wrap them in His mighty fold.

I know the process, God. Give me the strength to come to terms with what is happening; help me to plug the holes in my soul that are contributing to my own experience and that of others around me. Make me brand new again in your love; and know with certainty that this earth world is somehow bringing me to that place. That place of understanding; the place of acknowledgement that we humans are the greatest of your creations and able to rise to a level of awareness far greater than we can possibly imagine in our current thinking.

Abracadabra – let me create – an experience of great upliftment that sees this awareness resonate throughout the human intellects and activate the struggling souls of humanity to a place of serene peace.

I thank you for your assistance once again today as I experience your loving warmth permeating throughout my body; soothing and assuring me that, with my desire firmly set to make manifest a world of complete harmony and love, all is well; and all can be achieved if we hold our faith firm and not allow our focus to be diverted. That’s how the magic happens, with knowing minds and the desire to grow in love.

Love is everywhere to be found

“Curiosity (Killed The Cat)” – I believe written and performed by Little River Band around 1975

Sometimes I think I’m just a crazy cat, 

Running around don’t know where it’s at

Getting confused with my way of life,

That’s when you say now you cut that jive. 
Right now, right now. 

You keep this flame I have alight in me, 

And with this cat it’s curiosity, 

That keeps me hanging on night and day,

Surprisingly again I hear you say.
Guess what, guess what. 

Curiosity killed the cat, 

I’m telling you I know where it’s at, 

Love is everywhere to be found, 

open your eyes and look around. 
You You You … Yeah Yeah Yeah … 

Some things you say take me by surprise, 

I like your style so give me your advice, 

Send me the truth and I’ll always be, 

singing your song with you in harmony. 
That’s right, that’s right. 

Curiosity killed the cat, 

I’m telling you I know where it’s at, 

Love is everywhere to be found, 

Open your eyes and look around. 
Curiosity killed the cat, 

I’m telling you I know where it’s at, 

Love is everywhere to be found, 

Open your eyes and look around. 

You You You 

Yeah Yeah Yeah 

Aah Aah Aah 

Ooh Ooh Ooh

http://www.knowyourphrase.com/phrase-meanings/Curiosity-Killed-The-Cat.html (I prefer Shakespeare’s idiom).

https://gailsingle.wordpress.com/my-poems/look-deep/

Rising Above

Accused of plotting
‘Not being sincere’
How it did irk me
And make me feel queer!

I released some emotion –
Without a commotion
It soothed me and salved me
And lessened my fear.

When all of our fearful emotions are felt;
When all of the dastardly cards have been dealt
That’s when it happens;
That’s all that it takes
To finally feel the difference it makes

To say that I cherish all the lessons to learn
Would be boldly denying ‘it can make me churn’
Churning and learning go hand in hand
As we valiantly approach a warm place in the sand

As God is my witness,
And witness he does
(Not judge or condemn me,
Just sends me his love)
If I resolve to be humble
At this time in my life,
To quietly ponder all that it lures
It will help with my future,
Of which I am sure
Desperately, definitely depends on our love
And culminates, rightly, in Rising Above

A lesson in reaping what you sow

[00:37:00.28] A.J.: And this is where I feel a lot of people would be a lot more circumspect with their choices on earth if they knew that, once they had passed, that they would reap the rewards; or the compensatory effects – the penalties, if you like, of what they have sown on earth. And, I feel that, while they do that in a day-to-day basis while they are on earth, many are not very sensitive to it, on earth. Whereas, in the spirit world you are forced into the sensitivity to the reaping; you will reap what you have sown on earth. And this is why it becomes such a marked time when you first pass. Because you are now reaping the direct results of what you have sown.

[00:37:49.11] Mary: Yeah. It’s even more, as you say, it’s right there : here it is. It is a point, if you will, like, it’s not a judgement point, but it’s a point where it’s time to take stock. There was the one opportunity that God gave you, with a lot of mercy, and a lot of experimentation with your free-will – what happened with that? How did you go with that? Now let’s look at what you’re going to have to deal with from that; and how you’re going to continue to use your will now.

[00:38:17.16] A.J.: Yes. Well, obviously, that then causes a person to be more circumspect after that point, as to how they use their will. And this is why it’s very interesting sometimes, talking to spirits who have passed, is that many of them have used their will quite poorly on earth; they pass into the spirit world and many of them are now quite afraid to use their will in that direction any further, which is understandable; they understand that if they use their will further in the negative direction they were using it on earth, then, obviously, there may be further negative consequences. So they no longer do that.

But they’re also then quite afraid to make any positive steps; because they don’t even know what a positive step generally is. They don’t understand that it’s all based around love; and God’s viewpoint of love. And so, they are often very afraid to make any positive steps; and for that reason many of them stay very still, and they don’t do anything. And they don’t do it because they’re afraid, that if they don’t do a positive step that might make their situation more painful and worse. And so, this is something we need to work our way through after we’ve passed, generally. And this is why many of the discussions we have with spirits are about helping them with that transition of, you know, seeing the relationship between what they did on earth; where they are now in the spirit world; and then, of course, what they could choose to do in the spirit world; and then the results that might come if they chose a more loving direction.

But it becomes more strongly known to you once you’ve passed. On earth, you can be desensitised to it; you can avoid the pain; you can blame everyone else for where you are; you can blame everyone else for your pain; you can blame your husband, your wife, your kids, your father, you know, your mother, your friends, your workmates, your companies, the Government; you can blame anybody, but in the spirit world you don’t get to do all of that. You start to realise that, actually, where I am right now is the direct result of my personal choices; and you don’t get to blame everybody anymore. And that’s a really good thing, actually; but also it’s a very, like, ‘in your face’ thing as well. Very powerful tool to help you come to some awareness and cognizance of your own responsibility.

[00:40:37.03] Mary: Mmm. And I feel we are given opportunities to recognise that responsibility all the while that we’re on earth; God’s Laws are always trying to show us : Hey, you’re using your will; hey, look at how your will’s affecting things; hey, all these things. But then, when we pass it’s an even a bigger moment, isn’t it; less deniable. Less able to make excuses.

[00:40:59.14] A.J.: You know, we can bring up many illustrations of that. For example, if you look at the issue with disease and sickness. Most people on earth blame external factors for disease and sickness; they don’t believe that it has anything to do with what their soul is in denial of feeling. And, as a result, when they pass, they start coming to terms with the fact, they have these diseases and sicknesses because of what they chose; not for any other reason. And this is a very very stark contrast to on earth; on earth, everybody on earth thinks it’s got nothing to do with what you chose, and there must be some other reason. And you can’t do that with regard to sickness and disease in the spirit world. So, if you have diseased limbs or sicknesses in the spirit world – which you can have – you will find that it’ll be very much a reflection of what you’ve chosen to do; suppression of what you’ve chosen to suppress. And so, in that process, you start to learn. ‘Ah, even on earth when I had that sickness; or I had that illness; or I had that disease, that was all the result of what I chose to suppress; it was my responsibility; my creation. And you start seeing things as your own creations rather than blaming other people for what you created.

Final chapter discussion for ‘Through the Mists’ book group with Mary and Jesus.

 

Maneauver….manoeuvre??

Doesn’t matter how you spell it, you can’t do it in God’s Way of progressing.

[01:00:42.15] Mary: Isn’t it like in a lot of relationships – even father, daughter relationships; or partner relationships, we figure out how to maneauver around that person. ‘Aw, I’ll just tell dad this’, or ‘I’ll just stroke their ego this way, and then I’ll get what I want’. Yeah.

[01:00:58.23] A.J.: And many of us then come to think of God as the same thing; that we can maneauver around all God’s Laws. If my dad was a pretty hard guy and I could maneauver around him, then God’s a much easier guy, so I should be able to maneauver my way around him pretty easy. And it’s completely the opposite to that actually, God’s not a harsh person, but God has drawn the line in the sand; and that’s what law is; that’s what God’s Law is. And that’s what he’s basically saying here, we need to come to understand, actually, that there is the one way to get to God; and that’s the one law that God has stated is the only way to get to God; and there is no other way available to you; and you can try (laughs); you can try to get there without using the way, or the key that God has given you; and all you are is a thief and a robber, but you won’t be able to thieve or rob anything because even that’s not possible (laughs) on The Way.

So, I just feel if most people on earth understood that, then there would be far more less focus on their religious pursuits, and their individual scientific pursuits; and we’d start to see everything much more collectively, as there is this way – determined by nature, actually; and nature being of God’s creation means that it’s determined by God and God’s Laws as to how we need to grow. And if we refuse to grow in the way that God has designed, then we won’t grow; it’s as simple as that. We might have different experiences; we might move from side to side; it’s like, moving from one relationship to another relationship that’s identical is just a side-to-side shift. It’s not a real progression of the soul, nor is it a progression of your enjoyment or your happiness or any other state you might enjoy in your soul; and we need to start seeing it like that, as well. And we need to start seeing many of us are just going from experience to experience to experience; and really, repeating the same experiences over and over again, because we’re refusing true development of the soul. We’re refusing God’s Way.